first thoughts on a revolution

The first night

Nighttime hippies, hip, old school styles. All red. All green. All white. All cardboard “Solidarity”, waving flags.

I’ve never felt at home anywhere really. Maybe sometimes. But this night was a dream. It was home. Tartines au zaatar. 1 lookoom per person. 1 famous singer of our very own rock alternative band. 3 languages right and left. Arabic, français, English. Puzzle à la libanaise.

Take you from the back. Excuse me but it’s the flag. Laugh in all the right places. Speak in a conversation, not mine to begin with.

Keep quiet. Keep to the sidewalks. Don’t block the streets. I thought Bassil was a drink. Oh! So did I! and smile.  Aren’t you cold? No, I’m warm. I’m here alone. I don’t know the Lebanese community here.

Too much flash. Quiet! Hoorah! Sing an anthem. Smile with the eyes. We need organizers.

This is the Cedar. This is NYC. This is in solidarity. with Beirut. This is our country. Why didn’t my father give me the nationality? I don’t know.

Say “merci”.

Straighten the yellow raincoat. Wonder why I didn’t see Lebanon before last Christmas. Wish I was right there now. This is Lebanon. I am Lebanese. You can’t take that away from me. You’ve already robbed me of so much.

Night vision portrait of a crowd standing up. Lebanese consulate, NYC. ©le_chah_errant


3 Comments Add yours

  1. Francisco Bravo Cabrera says:

    Very well written Bea, I really enjoy reading your blog and it is a very nice one at that. I have a very good friend who is Lebanese-Cuban who lives in the US and you remind me of her, she is not a writer but a visual artist working mostly pop art but she is also very deep and likes to engage in profound discussions of geopolitics, sociology, art et cetera…I admire your work. All the best to you

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    1. beachah says:

      Thank you for your thoughts! Ahaha yes we are everywhere! I have an interesting book partly on the Lebanese-Cubans, as I think now. A very good friend you have. All the best.

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      1. Francisco Bravo Cabrera says:

        My pleasure Bea

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