Dreams are kryptonite sometimes.. a sort of cryptic message, which can only come from you. And yet, and yet, you’ve taught me every time never to believe you. It’s that illusion no one sees coming. It is the dawn. Is it the sunset? I’m not sure. My history with you is empty. My history with you is 1% of what it could have been. What I should have turned it into….
Alas.. I make it hard on myself. I scared you away. But like I said, dreams are cryptic. They are the kryptonite to something much bigger. My history is full. My history is empty. Like the pages of a book ready to be written, my history is a glass of wine, which intoxicated me before. Do I have the strength? I am no longer sure. What do I know?
I know I couldn’t sleep last night. Because of you. Because of this “history”. But what do I know? What do I seriously know?